Saturday, December 10, 2005
my head aches.
my throat tickles.
my nose is running.
i think i'm falling sick.
i was super tired today.
don't ask me why; it's the effect flu has on people.
i didn't quite blow up at anybody or something...
but i was just quite a grouch.
the kids didn't sing so well today.
neither did i.
oh well.
i'll just trust God.
and i'm going to play my duet with dee tomorrow.
God, help me.
i'm so so so so dead.
my life's in a mess.
and i don't quite know how to straighten things out.
my mind's been running.
but i'm tired.
i just want somebody to take my hand, and guide me.
i've prayed; i've cried out for help.
i don't know.
shopping cheered me up.
but it was only a pick-me-up, like chocolates make you high
oh, but for a short while.
i bought new earrings.
pretty star shaped ones for the presentation tomorrow.
and liquid eyeliner.
wild, i tell you.
and contacts.
mummy finally got them.
only because sie and i were gonna be angels.
but i'm happy nonetheless =)
i don't quite know what shoes to wear for tomorrow though.
i'm BIG on comfort
and the only pairs of shoes that will match the dress are all high heels.
my missions tomorrow include
1) play my duet with dee well enough
2) look pretty as an angel
3) sing my solos smoothly
4) smile more :)
5) be friendly
that's all.
my throat tickles.
my nose is running.
i think i'm falling sick.
i was super tired today.
don't ask me why; it's the effect flu has on people.
i didn't quite blow up at anybody or something...
but i was just quite a grouch.
the kids didn't sing so well today.
neither did i.
oh well.
i'll just trust God.
and i'm going to play my duet with dee tomorrow.
God, help me.
i'm so so so so dead.
my life's in a mess.
and i don't quite know how to straighten things out.
my mind's been running.
but i'm tired.
i just want somebody to take my hand, and guide me.
i've prayed; i've cried out for help.
i don't know.
shopping cheered me up.
but it was only a pick-me-up, like chocolates make you high
oh, but for a short while.
i bought new earrings.
pretty star shaped ones for the presentation tomorrow.
and liquid eyeliner.
wild, i tell you.
and contacts.
mummy finally got them.
only because sie and i were gonna be angels.
but i'm happy nonetheless =)
i don't quite know what shoes to wear for tomorrow though.
i'm BIG on comfort
and the only pairs of shoes that will match the dress are all high heels.
my missions tomorrow include
1) play my duet with dee well enough
2) look pretty as an angel
3) sing my solos smoothly
4) smile more :)
5) be friendly
that's all.
what we could have been, 9:28 PM.
