Thursday, April 17, 2008
i just found out today that many people read this.
and it's people i don't expect.
rahh.
good thing i am not racist.
lols. stupid APNNs.
you know, people all around me hold broken hearts. i don't know what to say to them, cos i have forgotten what the feeling is like.
is this a sign? it is just so sudden. i am so confused.
just when you thought that "yeaps, i've got it all together" things like that happen to make you pause, and think, and most of all, to cherish.
i spent 15 mins crying after reading a particular entry. what i am feeling is beyond words. crushed. i mean, from my vantage point, it looked like everything was going hunky dory. next thing i knew, WHAM!, it's all gone.
i love you, girls (: you know who you are.
"wow. five months. i'm impressed (: "
and it's people i don't expect.
rahh.
good thing i am not racist.
lols. stupid APNNs.
you know, people all around me hold broken hearts. i don't know what to say to them, cos i have forgotten what the feeling is like.
is this a sign? it is just so sudden. i am so confused.
just when you thought that "yeaps, i've got it all together" things like that happen to make you pause, and think, and most of all, to cherish.
i spent 15 mins crying after reading a particular entry. what i am feeling is beyond words. crushed. i mean, from my vantage point, it looked like everything was going hunky dory. next thing i knew, WHAM!, it's all gone.
i love you, girls (: you know who you are.
"wow. five months. i'm impressed (: "
what we could have been, 10:48 AM.
