Tuesday, April 08, 2008

my life has been at best, a mess.
i have been thinking a lot these few days,
even though i was kinda busy.
what in the world am i going to do with you?

and you know,
i need to practice saying no.
i cannot keep saying yes and being nice.
but it is so darn difficult.

i don't really know what i want.

rahh. and i hate boys,
i swear, they make life so much more difficult.
why cannot we just stay friends?
and it's not that they are bad, evil, irritating people.
they are so lovable.
but i am sorry, i think i have found that one already.

the following is an example of something that stresses me.

hey dudette, i guess i should be honest with you, that i finally found someone that i like, or perhaps fond of, and this person is none other than you.

i too, know that you are attached and i never had the intention to come between you and him because it will end up with you feeling down and a load of crappy mess.

i don't have a solution to this yet, but in the meantime, i just hope that you will have the cheeky grin on your face, always.

goodnight, sweetie.

what we could have been, 1:17 PM.