it's time to put down that pint of ice cream, hang up the phone and start living your life. i decided to change my diary/journal/planner/organiser thing. a new life calls for a new book, in which new appointments will be made, new special dates to remember and new plans to make. staying at my aunt's house has made me think about many things. and i have decided that it's time to start living for me and the people around me. to stop wallowing in misery and self pity. why? read the excerpt below. "sweetie, let me tell you something about me okay. i'm also getting more superglued to you, and not seeing you for 2 days has made me short tempered. i experienced a break up once too, and i know it sucks. i cried in the school toilet, and you can ask xxxxxx. but if you were to live in the past, you will never experience any more of it. sweetie, live for the future, live for me, because i have deep feelings for you too. and i hope that you will get through poly with me, maybe be with me in ns, and i wanna be with you. i will never despise you, i swear. and i remember the day i first saw you. sweetie, please please take your time and open up for the sake of me."i thought it was really sweet (: and i know what is the SECRET! lols (: go check out the book, "the secret" by Rhonda Byrne. it's really quite cool if it works. anyhows, gonna go off.
what we could have been, 1:43 PM.