Friday, October 10, 2008
you know, sometimes i wish things were different. i wish that i had not made the choices that i made, or done the things that i did. sometimes i wish
- that we were richer, so we can do the things we always wanna do
- that my parents became Christians later, so i can do whatever i want to do and they will not be so strict. because you see, if they were not Christians, they would not have all those morals/values/convictions, and i would be free-er.
- that i wasn't the oldest, because being the oldest meant more responsibility to set the right example for the younger ones in the family.
- that i was prettier, so i could get away with whatever.
- that i could live my life over and over again, because i want to try so many different things, but yet i only have one life.
- that i didn't have to grow up anymore
- that i had not strayed and done things i regret.
but then again, there are some things that i would never, ever change.
- my family, because there is no other that i would have been happier in
- Edison and his family, because they love me, and i them
- my friends - church, school, work, from all over, because they have shaped me and made me into who i am
- the events that have happened in my life, because they have led me to who i am today
- the places that i have worked in, because they are so fun!
- the schools i have studied in, because they have taught me much
- the experiences that i have had, so i can teach others about what i've learnt.
so i will always learn to think upon what i have, not what i lack and be content (:
what we could have been, 10:25 AM.
